

Rent money due im not paying
This society makes my mind feel vacated
Fuck a job ts ahhs feel llke my sanity is going to shit
I just want to end it all 4x
On this one day, November, 16th 2025
I came down with a terrible cold like immune l system sickness, and remember back as a child what i loved to when i got sick was give gifts and lots of presents no matter what it was /Prior to that/ November, 15th 2025 i had woke up and my nose was running and soon to be my Gf i called her and stated ny concerns with our mutual relationship connection on how it stresses me put with just the thought of it, so anyway that day goes by wondering why im feeling sick so i do my laundry and sweep the floor a little with a random white shirt i saw sitting than boom
I get a notification from my job st that time stating they had “ VET” voluntary time off, i accepted it, thinking “oh maybe if i work ill feel better” in my case when i clocked in and went to the position i was assigned “LORD” Did this period feel like it waa forever, when it was break time i went home, with no second thoughts,
When i got home i played “WHAT WAS CALLED XBOX/// A GAMING CONSOLE AT THE TIME”
I Got so damn sick i called my Gf and told her how bad i was feeling and took a nap, i ended waking up feeling the same as when i went to sleep and boom my sister and mother return back from the store with groceries of course and mingled with them for a litte helped my dad carry my moms new desk upstairs and called it nights”
Now im revising everything that took place within the period of time of me getting sick, i had woke up and told my self “ if im sick in working on my own business not a random corporation that doesn’t care for my health or my overall health”
With that ambitions and mindset i mad the best song i could’ve imagined
And after “THE SONG” was completed i went and grabbed my sheets for the prior night and set them on my bed, I took a mean nap but about this nap was different i had a “DREAM” in which it seemed to stick with me, almost if it wanted me to pay attention and remember it, so i did which, this is going to the end. That dream set something off inside me thats going to be within me for ever, “KEY NOTES” father,Uncle,I, Red, varsity jacket, red hat, playing, women, shes an easy to pursue women, thats all.
I became a man at the age 14 thats the age i realized my parents gave up all hope on me and i soon became depressed and indulged in my ways even more than bef—
Know that feeling when yo bitch is going
Shes dont even gotta tell you cuz your already knowing
you can read it off her body language it be showing
Why you gotta fwm if you gon be hoeing
Say u just want to hit cuz i
Probably just want it too
Why you play wit my heart ts not bullet proof
It’s fragile like a loose tooth you can pull out
Instead of whipping out my dick you ripped out my heart
And then you threw in the blender and watched it shred apart
Thats y lil kmv so dark
Bitches tore my heart apart
Gotta dog every bitch now
Book down broad day
Reading shit they think im gay
These niggas weird these niggas
snake how are Your eye so fixated on my plate
The real know they real but they also know their hurt
thats why they come around my way the
Love and patience just shows ion gotta
say a thang niggas wannt trip on us dont en worry about thing
im
Taking off a face
Mane ts
Aint a threat aint a threat luh boy dont you know respect cross those boundaries you’re a dead man
now theirs hallows in yo chest
Where tf the love? Where tf your heart i cant fw niggas that replace it with a hardhat
I been hurt in ways the pain is
Irreversible
Bite my nails rip the skin I intercept these fools
I got yelled at I ate to many lunch uh blls 2x
I hated so fucked off and got kicked out of school
I didn’t know what to do I hung out with some fools
Them niggas on sum shit move around like mules
I was fucked up out my mind I had a point to prove
Either I be broke or get blues
Now this time period in my life was an extremely difficult but important time sequence in my life due to the involvement of BS I got my self into and transitioning into a new person
I was emotionally stuck…. Wondering do I change for myself and my supporters or keep people around that I was soon to find out were no good for me
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